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Thursday, March 25, 2010
Monkey Majik-Picture Perfect
Yohooo blogger..
Lama ga ngisi ini blog..jadi pengen nge post sesuatu..
Berhubung gw lagi males ngomongin apa2 gw cuman nge post lirik lagu aja kali ini..
Lama ga ngisi ini blog..jadi pengen nge post sesuatu..
Berhubung gw lagi males ngomongin apa2 gw cuman nge post lirik lagu aja kali ini..
Picture Perfect..
Performed by: Monkey Majik+M Flo
Performed by: Monkey Majik+M Flo
# All the time that you were standing by my side
She's that picture perfect kind
I can't believe i was so blind
Do you remember the time
You know I stepped across that line
I made you cry and that's my crime
I wish that I could just rewind
verse I:
It's the evening, and you've been complaining
About our situations and all my deceiving
I know that everything is going slow
And if you want to feel better
I can tell you that it's going to be great
Yeah it's going to be good
Oh! but I would be lying to you
But these days, I'm changing
Meeting new faces
How am I supposed to be?
And my feelings for you seem to be changing
Looking back, don't look back on me
back to #
Rap:
Inakute mo ii I wanted to be free
Inaku natte mo ii I wanted her to leave
It's kind of hard to see... when the world tunnel-visioned me
Motometeta ai no katachi
They say believe in what you can't see
Demo mawari no candy ga sweet de hard to think
Atama de wa comprehend shite mo koudou ni utsuse
My eyes on the rikutsu, the truth's here listen
Chase shite mo chase shite mo things keep fleeting
Henna yumemite ta I must have been sleeping
Tooku samayou maeni chikaku wo seek it
Yoku mite mireba kokoro ni wa beacon
Of light sashite, sagashite ta thing's here
Omotta yori near, close to your hemisphere
Imade wa clear 20/20 cuz I'mma share
Subete and I don't care if they think I'm weird
There there nobody thinks you're weird
Ya see, I've been through it all before
And the same thing happened to me
Kinishi nai "wounds heal with time"
But in the meanwhile...
I'll show what I mean
Let's think of it another way
Everything we do and say defines who we are
As we live out each day
What we did was wrong at the time
But it helps us go back and rewind
It's a mistake but it ain't no crime
Kasanariau no sa tsumari sore ga ai
back to #
I said goodbye
I didn't know that it would all turn out this way
But now I know I realise
And I can learn from my mistakes
But these days, I'm changing
Meeting new faces
How am I supposed to be?
And my feelings for you seem to be changing
Looking back, don't look back on me
back to #
_______________________________________________________________
translation
#All the time that you were standing by my side
She's that picture perfect kind
I can't believe i was so blind
Do you remember the time
You know I stepped across that line
I made you cry and that's my crime
I wish that I could just rewind
It's the evening, and you've been complaining
About our situations and all my deceiving
I know that everything is going slow
And if you want to feel better
I can tell you that it's going to be great
Yeah it's going to be good
Oh! but I would be lying to you
But these days, I'm changing
Meeting new faces
How am I supposed to be?
And my feelings for you seem to be changing
Looking back, don't look back on me
back to #
I don't care if she's here,i wanted to be free
I don't care if she leaves,i wanted her to leave
It's kind of hard to see...when the world tunnel-visioned me
The shape of love i was longing for
They say believe in what you can't see
But the candy around me is so sweet it's hard to think
In my head i comprehend but i can't put it into actions
My eyes on the reason,the truth's here listen
Though i chase and chase ,things keep fleeting
I had a weird dream,i must have been sleeping
Before i drift far away,i've got to seek it nearby
If i look closely,there's a beacon in my heart
Of light shining,the thing i was searching for is here
Nearer than i thought,close to your hemisphere
Now it's clear twenty/twenty cuz I'mmma share
Everything and i don't care if they think i'm weird
There there nobody thinks you're weird
Ya see,i've been through it all before
And the same thing happened to me
I don't care,"wounds heal with time"
But in the meanwhile...
I'll show what I mean
Let's think of it another way
Everything we do and say defines who we are
As we live out each day
What we did was wrong at the time
But it helps us go back and rewind
It's a mistake but it ain't no crime
Our bodies together,that's love
back to #
I said goodbye
I didn't know that it would all turn out this way
But now I know I realise
And I can learn from my mistakes
But these days, I'm changing
Meeting new faces
How am I supposed to be?
And my feelings for you seem to be changing
Looking back, don't look back on me
back to #
She's that picture perfect kind
I can't believe i was so blind
Do you remember the time
You know I stepped across that line
I made you cry and that's my crime
I wish that I could just rewind
verse I:
It's the evening, and you've been complaining
About our situations and all my deceiving
I know that everything is going slow
And if you want to feel better
I can tell you that it's going to be great
Yeah it's going to be good
Oh! but I would be lying to you
But these days, I'm changing
Meeting new faces
How am I supposed to be?
And my feelings for you seem to be changing
Looking back, don't look back on me
back to #
Rap:
Inakute mo ii I wanted to be free
Inaku natte mo ii I wanted her to leave
It's kind of hard to see... when the world tunnel-visioned me
Motometeta ai no katachi
They say believe in what you can't see
Demo mawari no candy ga sweet de hard to think
Atama de wa comprehend shite mo koudou ni utsuse
My eyes on the rikutsu, the truth's here listen
Chase shite mo chase shite mo things keep fleeting
Henna yumemite ta I must have been sleeping
Tooku samayou maeni chikaku wo seek it
Yoku mite mireba kokoro ni wa beacon
Of light sashite, sagashite ta thing's here
Omotta yori near, close to your hemisphere
Imade wa clear 20/20 cuz I'mma share
Subete and I don't care if they think I'm weird
There there nobody thinks you're weird
Ya see, I've been through it all before
And the same thing happened to me
Kinishi nai "wounds heal with time"
But in the meanwhile...
I'll show what I mean
Let's think of it another way
Everything we do and say defines who we are
As we live out each day
What we did was wrong at the time
But it helps us go back and rewind
It's a mistake but it ain't no crime
Kasanariau no sa tsumari sore ga ai
back to #
I said goodbye
I didn't know that it would all turn out this way
But now I know I realise
And I can learn from my mistakes
But these days, I'm changing
Meeting new faces
How am I supposed to be?
And my feelings for you seem to be changing
Looking back, don't look back on me
back to #
_______________________________________________________________
translation
#All the time that you were standing by my side
She's that picture perfect kind
I can't believe i was so blind
Do you remember the time
You know I stepped across that line
I made you cry and that's my crime
I wish that I could just rewind
It's the evening, and you've been complaining
About our situations and all my deceiving
I know that everything is going slow
And if you want to feel better
I can tell you that it's going to be great
Yeah it's going to be good
Oh! but I would be lying to you
But these days, I'm changing
Meeting new faces
How am I supposed to be?
And my feelings for you seem to be changing
Looking back, don't look back on me
back to #
I don't care if she's here,i wanted to be free
I don't care if she leaves,i wanted her to leave
It's kind of hard to see...when the world tunnel-visioned me
The shape of love i was longing for
They say believe in what you can't see
But the candy around me is so sweet it's hard to think
In my head i comprehend but i can't put it into actions
My eyes on the reason,the truth's here listen
Though i chase and chase ,things keep fleeting
I had a weird dream,i must have been sleeping
Before i drift far away,i've got to seek it nearby
If i look closely,there's a beacon in my heart
Of light shining,the thing i was searching for is here
Nearer than i thought,close to your hemisphere
Now it's clear twenty/twenty cuz I'mmma share
Everything and i don't care if they think i'm weird
There there nobody thinks you're weird
Ya see,i've been through it all before
And the same thing happened to me
I don't care,"wounds heal with time"
But in the meanwhile...
I'll show what I mean
Let's think of it another way
Everything we do and say defines who we are
As we live out each day
What we did was wrong at the time
But it helps us go back and rewind
It's a mistake but it ain't no crime
Our bodies together,that's love
back to #
I said goodbye
I didn't know that it would all turn out this way
But now I know I realise
And I can learn from my mistakes
But these days, I'm changing
Meeting new faces
How am I supposed to be?
And my feelings for you seem to be changing
Looking back, don't look back on me
back to #
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Beginian Lagi Akhirnya Yang Di Post
Well..sebenernya gw malu mengisi blog gw ini full dengan keluhan beberapa waktu kebelakang. Cuman emang blog gw doang inilah yang bisa jadi tempat gw berlari dan memuntahkan semua isi pikiran gw -yang menurut lo pasti agak ga penting- saat ini.
Well, first of all..minggu depan udah masuk minggu UTS di semester 4 ini. And as usual, gw menghadapi minggu UTS ini dengan beribu pikiran -atau sugesti- yang ga terlalu baik. Gw panik, bingung, takut dengan yang namanya ujian ini. Mungkin ada bawaan trauma dari semester kemarin kali yaaa.. Gw udah berusaha maksimal and yeah..I was quite sure that I would have a good mark.. Tapi ternyata oh ternyata..ekspektasi tinggal ekspektasi.. Kenyataan jauh dari harapan.
Persiapan gw sendiri menjelang mid term ini juga agak terganggu dengan masalah pribadi. Yeah..gw emang lemah kalo udah menghadapi hal yang berhubungan dengan -yah lo tau lahh-. Well..gw sebel dengan diri gw sendiri yang selalu ga bisa mengerem memikirkan hal ini. And I'm just being too easy to be distorted by this thing. Bahkan temen-temen gw sampe bilang "dangdut lo.." or whatever they like.
Dan disinilah gw berada sekarang. 3.30 AM and I'm still in front of my computer.
With no place to return..even to run.
With no one that I can talk to.
Gw baru aja terhempas dari sebuah titik yang jauh berada di atas sana. Meninggalkan ribuan pertanyaan yang membutuhkan ribuan atau mungkin jutaan jawaban dan alasan. Menunggu hukuman yang akan gw terima akibat perbuatan gw.
Kenapa? Kenapa? Kenapa? dan Kenapa?
Hati gw meneriakkan kata itu. Tapi gw tau, gw ga perlu tau jawaban dan alasan dari "kenapa" yang gw teriakkan karena even gw tau pun..itu ga akan merubah apapun. Even a single thing. Gw tetep disini sendiri..sepi..ga ada yang menemani dan mengerti. Lebih dari itu, gw tau gw pasti akan terjebak dalam permainan yang sama lagi cepat atau lambat.
Gw merasa seperti menjadi mainannya dan gw benci begitu. Tapi gw ga bisa bohong kalo gw emang menikmati permainan ini. Gw bahkan bingung sekarang -disaat permainan ini udah selesai dengan kekalahan di pihak gw lagi- apakah gw harus sedih atau seneng. Sedih karena gw mungkin harus membuat beberapa adjustment untuk biasa dengan situasi. Seneng karena akhirnya gw tau akhir dari permainan ini.
Yah..gw cuma bisa berharap dengan keadaan gw yang sekarang UTS gw ga jatoh2 amat nilainya dan gw bisa cepet nyari jalan keluar dari lubang tempat gw terhempas sekarang. Semoga juga saat gw nyari jalan keluar dari lubang ini gw ga kepleset masuk ke dalam lubang yang lebih dalam lagi kayak tahun kemarin.
Semoga..
Well, first of all..minggu depan udah masuk minggu UTS di semester 4 ini. And as usual, gw menghadapi minggu UTS ini dengan beribu pikiran -atau sugesti- yang ga terlalu baik. Gw panik, bingung, takut dengan yang namanya ujian ini. Mungkin ada bawaan trauma dari semester kemarin kali yaaa.. Gw udah berusaha maksimal and yeah..I was quite sure that I would have a good mark.. Tapi ternyata oh ternyata..ekspektasi tinggal ekspektasi.. Kenyataan jauh dari harapan.
Persiapan gw sendiri menjelang mid term ini juga agak terganggu dengan masalah pribadi. Yeah..gw emang lemah kalo udah menghadapi hal yang berhubungan dengan -yah lo tau lahh-. Well..gw sebel dengan diri gw sendiri yang selalu ga bisa mengerem memikirkan hal ini. And I'm just being too easy to be distorted by this thing. Bahkan temen-temen gw sampe bilang "dangdut lo.." or whatever they like.
Dan disinilah gw berada sekarang. 3.30 AM and I'm still in front of my computer.
With no place to return..even to run.
With no one that I can talk to.
Gw baru aja terhempas dari sebuah titik yang jauh berada di atas sana. Meninggalkan ribuan pertanyaan yang membutuhkan ribuan atau mungkin jutaan jawaban dan alasan. Menunggu hukuman yang akan gw terima akibat perbuatan gw.
Kenapa? Kenapa? Kenapa? dan Kenapa?
Hati gw meneriakkan kata itu. Tapi gw tau, gw ga perlu tau jawaban dan alasan dari "kenapa" yang gw teriakkan karena even gw tau pun..itu ga akan merubah apapun. Even a single thing. Gw tetep disini sendiri..sepi..ga ada yang menemani dan mengerti. Lebih dari itu, gw tau gw pasti akan terjebak dalam permainan yang sama lagi cepat atau lambat.
Gw merasa seperti menjadi mainannya dan gw benci begitu. Tapi gw ga bisa bohong kalo gw emang menikmati permainan ini. Gw bahkan bingung sekarang -disaat permainan ini udah selesai dengan kekalahan di pihak gw lagi- apakah gw harus sedih atau seneng. Sedih karena gw mungkin harus membuat beberapa adjustment untuk biasa dengan situasi. Seneng karena akhirnya gw tau akhir dari permainan ini.
Yah..gw cuma bisa berharap dengan keadaan gw yang sekarang UTS gw ga jatoh2 amat nilainya dan gw bisa cepet nyari jalan keluar dari lubang tempat gw terhempas sekarang. Semoga juga saat gw nyari jalan keluar dari lubang ini gw ga kepleset masuk ke dalam lubang yang lebih dalam lagi kayak tahun kemarin.
Semoga..
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Random Things About Me (1)
Hmmm..tergoda untuk mengenal diri sendiri lebih jauh..
Jadi akhirnya bikin ini deh..
Yasudah..
PHYSICAL APPEARANCE
Tinggi: 167 cm
Berat: 59 kg (3/3/2010)
Rambut:
Warna item dengan tipikal lurus..kalo pendek berdiri kayak jarum..kalo panjang kayak jadi singa
Mata:
Warna item
Mata kiri gw kadang suka jereng..entah kenapa
Kiri: Silinder 3,5-minus: 1
Kanan: Silinder1-minus: nyaris 4
Idung:
Gw juga bingung idung gw sebenernya pesek atau ga..hahaha
Bibir:
Nampaknya normal-normal saja
Gigi:
Berantakan poll..tumpang tindih ga karuan..yang depan apalagi
Penyebab genetik: Gigi bapak gede-gede sementara rahang ibu kecil
Penyebab non genetik: Pernah nyemplung got sampe rampal gigi depan gw..haha
Leher:
Normal
Lengan:
Ada bekas suntikan di lengan atas sebelah kanan
Ada tato jawa di siku kanan
Pergelangan tangan gw kadang suka sakit kalo di puter-puter
Jari-jari tangan:
Ada beberapa kapal di jari tangan gw sebelah kiri (gara-gara main gitar+baritone)
Kelingking kanan gw lebih besar dari yang kiri (lagi2 gara2 baritone)
Jempol kiri gw bisa dipotek sampe ketemu lengan bawah
Kuku?jelek..kalo numbuh melebar
Badan (Dada-Perut):
Dulu pernah nyaris six packs..sekarang?buncit oiy..haha
Kaki:
Biasa aja
Kalo kata Ima bulu kaki gw crescendo (makin ke bawah makin lebat)
Kulit:
Item..
CHILDHOOD (sampe lulus SD):
-Dilahirkan di RSPAD Gatot Subroto
-Menghabiskan 6 tahun awal kehidupannya di Komplek AIP, Gunung Sahari
-Masuk TK Barunawati umur 3 tahun (makanya gw keitung muda di angkatan gw)
-Masuk SD Kenari umur 5 tahun
-Awalnya masuk SD Kenari 12, tapi cuman 3 minggu gara2 muridnya cuma 12
-Akhirnya pindah ke SD Kenari 10 sampe lulus
-Punya sepeda roda empat dengan warna merah
-Suka nonton Power Ranger dan Doraemon di RCTI
-Suka nonton Mojacko di TPI
-Suka nonton Dragon Ball di Indosiar
-Pernah nyebur got sampe 2 kali
-Pernah dengan gobloknya nyoret2 kap mesin mobil bapak
-Sebelum punya mobil, pasti kemana-mana naik KRL
-Punya Sega diumur 6 dengan koleksi kaset cuma 8
-Pindah ke Cipayung umur 7
-Belajar ngaji di tempat Bu Imam tiap hari
-Belajar ngaji pas Iqro cuman 1 bulan (gara2 Iqro 1-Iqro 4 di lompat2in, udah jago kata Bu Imam)
-Dibeliin sepeda roda 2 merek Miller dan sering diplesetin jadi ngiler
-Kalo liburan tiap pagi pasti keliling naik sepeda (kadang sampe TMII)
-Main bola dimana aja (lapangan rumput, tanah merah, sampe di lapangan badminton!)
-Gila ngoleksi baju bola (mulai dari Lazio, Milan, Parma, sampe Juventus)
-Suka nempelin poster bola (bukan di kamar sendiri..tapi di kamar pembantu)
-Sunat pas umur 9 tahun jauh2 di Bandung
-Saweran sunat dibuat beli Playstation
-Gara-gara keasikan main PS jadi pake kacamata setahun kemudian
-Sering minjem ensiklopedia + komik punya temen
-Menamatkan 6 bundel komik Mahabarata pas kelas 5 SD
-Menamatkan Ramayana ga lama kemudian
-Tergila-gila dengan band lokal kayak Padi, SO7, Dewa,
-Tergila-gila dengan boyband (westlife dan backstreet boys)
-dll.
Yang kedua tunggu kalo ada waktu..hehe
Jadi akhirnya bikin ini deh..
Yasudah..
PHYSICAL APPEARANCE
Tinggi: 167 cm
Berat: 59 kg (3/3/2010)
Rambut:
Warna item dengan tipikal lurus..kalo pendek berdiri kayak jarum..kalo panjang kayak jadi singa
Mata:
Warna item
Mata kiri gw kadang suka jereng..entah kenapa
Kiri: Silinder 3,5-minus: 1
Kanan: Silinder1-minus: nyaris 4
Idung:
Gw juga bingung idung gw sebenernya pesek atau ga..hahaha
Bibir:
Nampaknya normal-normal saja
Gigi:
Berantakan poll..tumpang tindih ga karuan..yang depan apalagi
Penyebab genetik: Gigi bapak gede-gede sementara rahang ibu kecil
Penyebab non genetik: Pernah nyemplung got sampe rampal gigi depan gw..haha
Leher:
Normal
Lengan:
Ada bekas suntikan di lengan atas sebelah kanan
Ada tato jawa di siku kanan
Pergelangan tangan gw kadang suka sakit kalo di puter-puter
Jari-jari tangan:
Ada beberapa kapal di jari tangan gw sebelah kiri (gara-gara main gitar+baritone)
Kelingking kanan gw lebih besar dari yang kiri (lagi2 gara2 baritone)
Jempol kiri gw bisa dipotek sampe ketemu lengan bawah
Kuku?jelek..kalo numbuh melebar
Badan (Dada-Perut):
Dulu pernah nyaris six packs..sekarang?buncit oiy..haha
Kaki:
Biasa aja
Kalo kata Ima bulu kaki gw crescendo (makin ke bawah makin lebat)
Kulit:
Item..
CHILDHOOD (sampe lulus SD):
-Dilahirkan di RSPAD Gatot Subroto
-Menghabiskan 6 tahun awal kehidupannya di Komplek AIP, Gunung Sahari
-Masuk TK Barunawati umur 3 tahun (makanya gw keitung muda di angkatan gw)
-Masuk SD Kenari umur 5 tahun
-Awalnya masuk SD Kenari 12, tapi cuman 3 minggu gara2 muridnya cuma 12
-Akhirnya pindah ke SD Kenari 10 sampe lulus
-Punya sepeda roda empat dengan warna merah
-Suka nonton Power Ranger dan Doraemon di RCTI
-Suka nonton Mojacko di TPI
-Suka nonton Dragon Ball di Indosiar
-Pernah nyebur got sampe 2 kali
-Pernah dengan gobloknya nyoret2 kap mesin mobil bapak
-Sebelum punya mobil, pasti kemana-mana naik KRL
-Punya Sega diumur 6 dengan koleksi kaset cuma 8
-Pindah ke Cipayung umur 7
-Belajar ngaji di tempat Bu Imam tiap hari
-Belajar ngaji pas Iqro cuman 1 bulan (gara2 Iqro 1-Iqro 4 di lompat2in, udah jago kata Bu Imam)
-Dibeliin sepeda roda 2 merek Miller dan sering diplesetin jadi ngiler
-Kalo liburan tiap pagi pasti keliling naik sepeda (kadang sampe TMII)
-Main bola dimana aja (lapangan rumput, tanah merah, sampe di lapangan badminton!)
-Gila ngoleksi baju bola (mulai dari Lazio, Milan, Parma, sampe Juventus)
-Suka nempelin poster bola (bukan di kamar sendiri..tapi di kamar pembantu)
-Sunat pas umur 9 tahun jauh2 di Bandung
-Saweran sunat dibuat beli Playstation
-Gara-gara keasikan main PS jadi pake kacamata setahun kemudian
-Sering minjem ensiklopedia + komik punya temen
-Menamatkan 6 bundel komik Mahabarata pas kelas 5 SD
-Menamatkan Ramayana ga lama kemudian
-Tergila-gila dengan band lokal kayak Padi, SO7, Dewa,
-Tergila-gila dengan boyband (westlife dan backstreet boys)
-dll.
Yang kedua tunggu kalo ada waktu..hehe
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